Things have been so hectic lately. Between getting sick, the disk in my back acting up, the wedding planning, and now issues between my fiance and I. I'm spread so thin anymore.
I have to get refs to someone on Subeta that has so patiently been waiting for them. Actually there are 2 people. One though is a little cheaper plus she is hardly ever open so that one takes a bit more priority. xD
I'm so upset I haven't had the time to really do anything for dA lately. I hate that. dA is really taking a far away land back seat to everything. I love being on here and could spend days upon days here.
My fiance and I are still currently set to get married but we're having some problems. He's constantly yelling at me. Says he's a ticking time bomb due to crap from his childhood and what he went through being in the Army (what he say and the injuries he got). His attitudes are awful. It used to be that he'd only act like this when he took a certain type of prescribed medicine (it has a small dose of steroids in it). Now it doesn't matter if he takes medicine or not. He can all of a sudden snap. Fast. I HATE his parents for putting him through what they did. His parents deserve nothing more than to rot in prison until they die and then rot in hell. They will never get to see our (future) grandchildren without one of us being present. They're nothing but abusive pricks. Even tried to attack me!
I have no time to myself anymore. Everything is going down the drain and I'm so tired of it. I need a vacation from everything and everyone.
I know I've been letting so many people down lately. Every time I start to do one thing someone else demands my attention. I'm so tired of it. I'm only one person. I'd rather spend my time on dA and planning the wedding. That's it. dA and wedding stuff.
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